FREAKED OUT!!!

My biggest ENEMY is ME! In specific my procrastination and (self diagnosed) adult A.D.D. I will be taking the BEC part of the CPA Exam in 2 weeks! I am not prepared at all! I haven't been studying. I was planning on taking it on November 30th and even then I was pushing it. I need to attempt in passing the BEC part this year because it will change for 2011. Right now it's just multiple choice. In 2011 it will be multiple choice and simulations---and will be heavily graded on communication skills. What got me in this mess was procrastinating to pay and schedule my exam. This morning I went online to schedule my exam. Clicked on the downtown location and the latest I could take the exam was Nov 17th!!! At this point I was thinking "damn it I have to drive to the burbs to take it--oh well." I clicked on a testing location in a west suburb, found a space for the 30th but it ended up not letting me book my exam. I called but had no luck! I checked other locations and nothing! So I had to quickly process in my head whether TWO WEEKS was even possible! I decided that I definitely wanted to take this exam this year and that I would do my best for the next two weeks to absorb what I could. I will also be doing some praying!!! By the way, in the past month I have attempted start up my studying but my adult ADD gets in the way :(  I seriously, don't know how I did it in undergrad and grad school.


Wish me luck and remember me in your prayers...


In the mean time, I will tell myself: